| | Alright, well lots of things have been going on since I last posted. I just haven't been feeling it, you know? For example apparently my life is interesting enough that three more random things have subscribed to me? Well alright, hello to whoever you all are? Anyways on to more important manners. I am fed up with R. (yes, pointlessly I am going to now change every name to initials. She doesn't phone, she isn't on msn anymore, and it feels like I was pretty much used and that she really doesn't miss me, she just wants someone to feel sorry for her. I'm thinking total bull**** here. It just pisses me rank off. I mean, I don't even miss her even more. Its just kind of like, whatever almost. Okay, that isn't TOTALLY true, but for the most part. I wonder how great or close of friends we really were in the first place, which makes me kind of feel sad and gulliable. Oh and I'm not really thinking of A. in THAT way so much anymore either, good or bad I don't know. He seems to have a crush on R.F or the feminine 'A' (yeah I suck at names, so sue me. Lisa I need a good bit of nicknaming going on here), and it really doesn't bother me all that much. I'm still totally HEAD over HEELS like infatuated with J. though. He's just so godd*med sweet and funny though. Totally confuses me, apparently I confuse him too, but he'll only ever admit that when he's not thinking straight cause he doesn't like being confused about anything. But yeah, The first football game of the season was awesome. J. was so tired after it & I was cold & tired so I just cuddled with him, he didn't mind too much either. And then when we actually WON! That was fantastic!! Omgosh, I was so excited that went  and I kissed him on the cheek, I mean it was just a kiss on the cheek but I was like blushing and so happy that he didn't react strangely, or at least not so I could see. Then I went and hung out with Britt & that was awesome. We went to Moxies and she came over to my house for a while & we just chilled talking & watching Jurassic park and that was cool. Then I had a free day off where 'Bekah came over and we worked on bio & I talked to J. on the phone cause he missed talking to me so we chatted for a while & that was cool. I had such a lazy day just doing those things and pigging out on chocolate and reading romance stories. Good times. But then Sunday I was feeling quite ill and I had to work a splitshift at work that only lasted like 4 hours! I was quite pissed at that but w.e. Then I'm still feeling sick now & J. told me to go home but I didn't & now I wish I would of, but I'm an independent person so I was like 'maybe' but 'HECK no!' at the same time. I mean its really sweet that he cares but I'm not going to do exactly what he tells me to do. Oh and I made the soccer team btw too, and I'm playing golf for our golf team, my first soccer game is thursday & I'm pretty pumped for that too. Go TEAM! I got my jersey #13 today. Hahaha I love being a Sr. cause that is EXACTLY my number, pretty happy about that. I would have totally b*tch slapped anyone who took my number. Its significant for me cause I've had it for like 4 years now and for like 9 teams! Oh and I got a new car today, well new for me. Its a sunfire & I don't know what to think about it exactly yet. I don't even know if its standard or automatic. >.< But anyways I'm quite overtired and a bit hungry too so I think I'll go to be now. At like 4:30 in the afternoon & take a nap. I'll post again when I feel like it. Peace out <3
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